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I'm only just getting back into blogging so I thought I post again just talking about what's going on and how I'm feeling. Regular posts will be back soon, maybe. 

A few days ago I went back to school. And I must say if there's anything to drain the life from me, it's the education system. But luckily, that same day I received an email to say I'd been given a conditional offer at college. (I have to get certain GCSE grades to go there but if I get them, I'll have a place.) To be honest, I don't know how it works. I sent in an online application and apparently that's enough. So I'm pretty happy.

Nothing like a Conditional offer to cram the motivation down your throat. I'm not sure if I will go there. I have an interview at another college next week so... options I guess. But I now feel like I want to work hard to do well. I've been stuck recently because of my situation at school but now I don't want it to stand in the way. 

That's all for now, hope to see you next time. Bye

Motivation Wednesday is A Terrible Name

In my last post I outlined the struggles I've faced in the past few years and it helped me realise I need help. Not from therapists or doctors I've had enough of those. I need to help myself. That is why I've made the decision to be healthy mentally and physically. I know it's two in the morning so my brain is a little muddled but I think day time Erin will agree with me. I don't believe that you can just decide to be happy one day but you can decide to be healthy. Or at least try to be and that's what I plan to do.