Thursday 31 December 2015

Open In The Event Of A New Year

So... It's been a while. Today I'd like to try this again. I never promised to be reliable (as I'm sure you can tell) and I won't now but I'd at least like to try.

It's 2016 tomorrow and honestly I'm not looking forward to it. I've actually realised there's nothing to currently look forward to. This made me think about why I've been gone from blogging for so long and made it clear to me that I'd like to come back. 

Blogging makes me anxious. I live in constant fear that someone from the 'real world' will find this blog. But that fear has held me back greatly and I don't want to feel that way any more. So I won't.

I guess what I want to say is that I refuse to let 2016 be the same as 2015. I want a good, happy year. And I know that blogging again will help me with that. I need to learn to forget the world around me because it's dragging me down.