Open In The Event Of A New Year

So... It's been a while. Today I'd like to try this again. I never promised to be reliable (as I'm sure you can tell) and I won't now but I'd at least like to try.

It's 2016 tomorrow and honestly I'm not looking forward to it. I've actually realised there's nothing to currently look forward to. This made me think about why I've been gone from blogging for so long and made it clear to me that I'd like to come back. 

Blogging makes me anxious. I live in constant fear that someone from the 'real world' will find this blog. But that fear has held me back greatly and I don't want to feel that way any more. So I won't.

I guess what I want to say is that I refuse to let 2016 be the same as 2015. I want a good, happy year. And I know that blogging again will help me with that. I need to learn to forget the world around me because it's dragging me down. 

September Favourites

I probably say this every time but I can't believe how fast September has gone. For me September was very busy and as I mentioned last time, I am tired. Like really tired. To be honest, it was a difficult month for me but today lets take a look at some of the good things. October is going to be another busy month but hopefully it will be more exciting because I have a few things planned that I'm looking forward to. But for now, here are some of my September favourites:

Beau Bloggers

I would like to start off this post by saying sorry for being away for a few weeks. Between school, homework, my family visiting, and my Saturday job it's been a little crazy in my little world. When I'm not tired, I'm asleep so blogging hasn't been on my mind too much. And now I have a cold which sucks but at least I have time to write a post, finally. 
 Today I've decided to talk about Beau Bloggers which is a blogging community I'm part of that turned one with past month. 

Motivation Wednesday is A Terrible Name

In my last post I outlined the struggles I've faced in the past few years and it helped me realise I need help. Not from therapists or doctors I've had enough of those. I need to help myself. That is why I've made the decision to be healthy mentally and physically. I know it's two in the morning so my brain is a little muddled but I think day time Erin will agree with me. I don't believe that you can just decide to be happy one day but you can decide to be healthy. Or at least try to be and that's what I plan to do.